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Alive
02:46
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Call me a recluse now baby, I need somewhere to think,
I'm tired of this time passing me, it's pushing me to the brink.
Cus I'm alive don't you know, and this living has more to show...
I'm alive don't you know, that's enough for me to grow.
Friends may say I'm paranoid, they can tell me If I'm wrong.
Because I'm not sure if it's safe inside, and I'm unsure I belong.
I'm wondering what the time may bring, but I will always let you know.
My worrying mind is tired, but I'll tell you if I go
Cus I'm alive don't you know, and this living has more to show...
I'm alive don't you know, that's enough for me to grow.
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Hour Glass
03:16
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Snap back to hear my cries, it's all been established and compromised.
Bleeding this feeling I feel, needing concealing because I am Ill.
Screaming from within, but no one understands.
Shed this skin and wash my dirty hands.
In my back room against my walls, inside my head are distant calls.
Seal me shut and close the door, I can tell by your distance that you don't adore.
Screaming from within, but no one understands.
Shed this skin and wash my dirty hands.
Tell me that you're there, I'm keeping my self scarce.
I'm asking you to run, because I'll tare this world apart.
Screaming from within, but no one understands.
Shed this skin and wash my dirty hands.
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Story
04:25
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Make me dream of a time and a better place.
Disguising cruelty, changing the look on your face.
I'm disgusted with the person I am growing to be.
Take me back to the time when I was, time when I was free.
Keep me close to you.
I hear you calling, it's me your fooling now.
Keep me safe and keep my smile, make me rich and in denial.
I'm happy for a while.
Feed my greed but make me lonely,
Destroy my dreams my one and only.
I'm happy for a while.
Allow me to see changing currents like the sea,
I am alone.
Keep me close to you.
I hear you calling,
It's me your fooling now.
Keep me safe and keep my smile, make me rich and in denile.
I'm happy for a while.
Feed my greed but make me lonely, destroy my dreams my one and only.
I'm happy for a while.
Keep me safe and keep my smile,
Make me rich and in denial.
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Fear
04:26
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Whispered voices far behind, they’re behind me.
Mocking every part of me, just like they know me.
I try to run but cannot move, they’re laughing at me.
Crying for a change in pace, cause they may catch me.
Preparing for the worst I know, my visions cloudy.
Finding strength to open mind, but they surround me.
Staring fear right in the face, my legs now run.
What is this dreaming place, I'm running from.
Am I dreaming, am I home. Am I feeling.
Am I drifting, who will know. Am I feeling.
Whispered voices far behind, they’re behind me.
Mocking every part of me, just like they know me.
I try to run but cannot move, they’re laughing at me.
Crying for a change in pace, cause they may catch me.
Preparing for the worst I know, my visions cloudy.
Finding strength to open mind, but they surround me.
Oh why me.
Ohhhh.
Am I dreaming, am I home. Am I feeling.
Am I drifting, who will know. Am I feeling.
Am I dreaming am I home.
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Scattered Memories
04:50
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Wake up to see the lies, wake up to find another way out.
I chose to turn around, I chose to let it all go down.
Underneath the gravel I stand, lies a body thriving all I have.
I can feel it under my skin, I can feel my veins fuelled by my sins.
Now the time has come to learn, turn around and let it go.
Because the body underground is the thing that I cannot stand.
A thoughtless curse that holds me still, help me now, help me If you will (help me now) help me if you will, help me now.
Scattered memories from my mind, I can feel some hope but I am blind.. I am blind.
I was left alone with a cold kiss, left in the nightmare abyss.
A broken past to set me free, into the light my path I see.
Now the time has come to learn, turn around and let it go.
Because the body underground, is the thing that I cannot stand.
A thoughtless curse that holds me still, help me now, help me if you will (help me now) help me if you will, help me now.
Scattered memories from my mind, I can feel some hope but I am blind, I am blind.
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